I'm not going anywhere I unlocked the door I'll be the one on the couch wrapped in a blanket and trying not to cry
[she means it not as a way of expressing vulnerability but as a way of putting herself down. she's pathetic, and she hates it. but that is what she's doing when Varian arrives, and in what's become a practiced motion she's flicking the lighter on and off in front of her and just. watching the flame.]
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I unlocked the door
I'll be the one on the couch wrapped in a blanket and trying not to cry
[she means it not as a way of expressing vulnerability but as a way of putting herself down. she's pathetic, and she hates it. but that is what she's doing when Varian arrives, and in what's become a practiced motion she's flicking the lighter on and off in front of her and just. watching the flame.]